I am currently sitting at my desk on front of my laptop, happiliy clicking away at links from who knows what and God knows where on the net as I try to think of something to busy my already dying brain.
Yes, I'm that bored.
Well, as of the moment I realized two things:
1. I need a new layout.
I've been trying to find a way to fix the layout of this blog but it seems that the templates blogdrive provides suck. I tried making my own but my laptop has no frontpage, and I'm too lazy to go old school html notepad. I tried installing dreamweaver but it won't push through. Therefore, I am still stuck with this 2-3 year old lay out...
2. I now suck at writing!!
It's not that I was a good writer before, but it's safe to say that I was better one before (2-3 years ago) than now.
I got nothing to do so I browsed my old entries--and I don't even recognize them anymore! I don't think i can write like that again. It has depth, meaning, and its a bit more poetic. But like I said, it's not like that I'm good before: I just degraded.
But I do know why I don't write like that anymore.
(1) I've had tons of practive because I practically post everyday. One's writing prowess can decrease exponentially due to lack of practice.
(2) I was a fresh high school grad from ma'am Labay's eng class. Who wouldn't be trained to write after that. lol :P
(3) And lastly, I think I can't write like that anymore because I'm no longer melodramatic. I was 15, 16, 17 back then. Teenage melodrama--hormones, that is-- is usually dominant and permeates even to writing.
But it was fun reading all those backlogs. Maybe I'll try to continue some of the ideas back then.
If I can still catch up to the train of thoughts that left me here at the station.
-Robert
P.S.
Teenage Melodrama doesn't fit me, and it's not cool. but somehow those hormones still haven't completely left me just yet.